Hi everyone

Hope all is well

I know I don't come here as often as I should, but sometimes I get so caught up in other things that I forget that I still have this wonderful journal!

It's been just about a year since I had my relationship end and I feel sometimes that maybe I made a mistake... I find that I really miss him... and the life I had even if it wasn't most peoples ideal relationship...

I try thinking that if I went back it would be sooo different, because of the time apart... and how each of us could have grown within that time period... growth is good, but if you both grow in different directions, that isn't going to help even if there was a chance for a reconciliation. 

So here I sit... feeling sorry for myself, missing someone that I should just, DAMMIT all get over... move on and forget him...

I wish sometimes that things were easier for me... but then if things were easy... life would be boring... 

RIGHT?

• Пт, 10:31: #FF @EricSookieLover @NorthmanNet @truebloodnet @TrueBloodNest @BloodcopyTweets @TrueBloodHBO @TrueBloodDotNet @lynnpd @The_Vault
• Пт, 11:01: OHHH yeah baby it's a 2 fister coffee day! Timmies x2!!!!
• Пт, 12:24: #FF @DogBountyHunter @MrsdogC @LelandBChapman @DuaneLChapman @BabyLyssaC @OfficialDOGNews @shannonleetweed @genesimmons @SophieTSimmons
• Пт, 12:30: #FF @AlanBall @Carrie_Preston @deborah_annwoll @joemanganiello @SamTrammell @MarshallAllman @denisohare @Janina @Ryan_Kwanten
• Пт, 14:42: Twitter is being a twatburger today! geeez!
• Пт, 15:16: Need to be at a work function this afternoon *rolls eyes* hoping I get to check twitter in this place..I'll need solace from my #twitterbugs
• Пт, 15:41: Headache must go away now! Ging bowling and might want to crush my head with a bowling ball to make it better!
• Пт, 15:42: #FF @bbcbeinghuman @BeingHuman3 @BeingHumanNet @russelltovey @MeaghanRath @SineadKeenan @SammyHuntington
• Пт, 18:30: I suck at bowling! Gonna bowl ol' school shortly!
• Пт, 19:11: The #BDB need to have a bowling team! What do u think? @Zsadist_BDB @Vishous_BDB @Rehvenge_BDB @Phury_BDB @Rhage_BDB @Butch_BDB @Wrath_BDB

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• Tue, 12:33: RT @Phury_BDB: RT @FritzDoggen_BDB An announcement has been posted http://t.co/QsZATJ2x ...Please see the previous posting as well. http ...
• Tue, 12:40: RT @awolnation: Download "Not Your Fault" live for FREE! Please RT. -thank you for listening. -this is AWOLNATION http://t.co/GLI01OCX
• Tue, 15:29: Heading home from camping! The weather was amazing! I became friends with chipmunks and blue jays! Finished a book too!
• Tue, 18:36: On our way home. Driving on Hwy 12 to Brooklin, ON to drop off the camper!
• Tue, 20:02: RT @HabsInHighHeels: #Habs Mike Cammalleri (leg laceration) will be out 10-14 days - Jaroslav Spacek (upper-body) expected to miss 2-3 w ...
• Tue, 20:03: @SashaWalsh Mike C is a friend of the family... My sister works with his mother
• Tue, 20:42: I'm ready for bed!
• Tue, 22:30: I will never take for granted being clean AGAIN! I *love* my shower!!! #washingthecampfireoff
• Tue, 22:32: RT @AlecBaldwin: “@FogEffect: @AlecBaldwin I think Yoga lovers generally just wanna find more ways to have sex.” Hmmmmmmmm......
• Tue, 23:02: RT @WriteRCastle: Witness protection is fascinating: the US Marshals can give you a new identity, background, SSN. But will they provide ...

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• Wed, 22:32: @TrueBloodHBO why can't #TrueBlood make a special HBO Special for Halloween? you should make an independent Halloween ep just for us! :-)
• Wed, 23:09: I wonder if Nick Knight is hiding in the trunk waiting for full dark to hit! http://t.co/LwiLsnyU
• Thu, 00:41: Mmmmm steak taco salad with chipotle drizzle! Yummyyy
• Thu, 01:29: Twitter is being a #twatburger
• Thu, 01:51: Lovely gowns ladies! @BethR_BDB @MaryL_BDB @BellaR_BDB @MarissaH_BDB
• Thu, 01:58: For some reason I think I totally missed @Butch_BDB and @MarissaH_BDB's mating ceremony in the book... O_o
• Thu, 02:04: "@Wrath_BDB: *Taking the bowl of salt water from @Fritzdoggen_BDB, pouring it down @Butch_BDB ‘s back.*" that's GOTTA hurt! OUCH!
• Thu, 02:24: RT @FritzDoggen_BDB: *returning to the kitchen, ready to insure the staff will give the white glove treatment for the rest of the evenin ...
• Thu, 02:25: RT @Butch_BDB: *holding @MarissaH_BDB tight to my side, smiling wide* Thank you everyone for the well wishes and for sharing in our mati ...
• Thu, 02:26: RT @BethR_BDB: *Seeing the way @Butch_BDB looks at @MarissaH_BDB, wrapping my arm around @Wrath_BDB, toasting to the happy couple* #BDB ...

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• Ср, 10:05: Day 3 of 11 hour shifts! Ugh! When can it be Friday
• Ср, 11:48: RT @MissyMacLeod: @filamentmag Bella is ok & Buffy was cool but I am glad I grew up with #AnitaBlake !! :)
• Ср, 11:51: RT @KaiKaiOwen: Making homemade chips. Deep fried in Lard. Glorious.
• Ср, 14:00: RT @iamToddyTickles: #goodbye @medicinemat. He taught us nothing & didn't learn a thing but we wish him well on his journey! #goodluck ...
• Ср, 17:37: Awwww was hoping for a little #BDB fix! Guess I will have to wait for later :(
• Ср, 18:42: so this is where my day has gone...I have a new program starting AVPWP... I'm call it "Alien vs Predator With Penises" it's ingrained now :P
• Ср, 20:14: @Vishous_BDB can I have you as my profile pic on my FB account? :D Share the #Vishous love #BDB
• Ср, 21:08: Yeah... @Vishous_BDB I need a cigarette!! yfrog Photo : http://t.co/VLQutpIR Shared by @vikfangtasies via @yfrog
• Ср, 21:39: I've decided I need a robot! Someone to cook and clean for me! I'll get right on inventing it.....
• Ср, 21:45: Hey @cinn48 I think I just found @jimholdridge from Sunnydale Ctrl 3? Yaaay Jimmy!!! He's also on my FB friends!

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• Вс, 13:01: @Vishous_BDB just subscribed to your list! Now I can follow sooo much easier with the #BDB! & @Wrath_BDB @BellaR_BDB @Zsadist_BDB & more :D
• Вс, 13:45: @SashaWalsh hey lady! How's everything?
• Вс, 13:46: RT @Qhuinn_BDB: #BDB #Vampire BehindTheMhis.com
• Вс, 13:48: @MarissaH_BDB do you all run your own timelines regardless where everyone else is running them from? Or do you play off each other
• Вс, 14:07: I just got breakfast in bed! Does it count if you got it yourself?
• Вс, 15:32: RT @PolarisConnect: Go to @StarTrekTODay for a chance to win prizes donated by @PolarisConnect, including memberships, Star Trek autogra ...
• Вс, 15:34: RT @common_squirrel: dig dig dig dig
• Вс, 15:34: RT @SammyHuntington: "A fart is a wish your butt makes..." - Jiminy Cricket, 1940
• Вс, 15:35: "@cinn48: There is too much talk of waffles and bacon and french toast and such on Twitter this morning." Mmmmmmm bbaaacccooonnn
• Вс, 15:58: RT @PolarisConnect: Go to @StarTrekDayTO for a chance to win prizes donated by @PolarisConnect, including memberships, Star Trek autogra ...

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• Fri, 13:29: On to the next book of @JRWard1 with @Phury_BDB #LoverEnshrined! I want another @Wrath_BDB book!
• Fri, 13:56: #FF @Wrath_BDB @Zsadist_BDB @Vishous_BDB @Butch_BDB @Phury_BDB @Rhage_BDB @JRWard1 @BethR_BDB @BellaR_BDB @MaryL_BDB @John_MatthewBDB
• Fri, 14:00: #FF @Xhex_BDB @Payne_BDB @MarissaH_BDB @FritzDoggen_BDB @DariusBDB @Tohrment_BDB @Rehvenge_BDB
• Fri, 14:15: this would be a good day to sit at home on my porch reading @JRWard1 #LoverEnshrined... instead of working LOL
• Fri, 14:34: RT @TheStevenWeber: Let's make it an Olestra morning!
• Fri, 14:34: RT @KaiKaiOwen: Loving this Daddy Day care schedule. I'm currently at a Mother and toddler group having cake and tea whilst chatting to ...
• Fri, 15:16: RT @common_squirrel: Together, maybe we can show that a guy pretending to be a squirrel on the internet can make a difference: http://t. ...
• Fri, 15:25: RT @PolarisConnect: Polaris has opened online registration at last year's pre-reg price of $60.00 until September 30, 2011. What a deal! ...
• Fri, 17:10: RT @PolarisConnect: Go to @StarTrekTODay for a chance to win prizes donated by @PolarisConnect, including memberships, Star Trek autogra ...
• Fri, 17:16: RT @common_squirrel: jump

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